Living With Chronic Pain

Dealing with Chronic Pain is something I am familiar with, but your attitude can truly make a difference.   I live with a neuroumuscular disorder that obviosuly leads you with alot of muscle pains, but I choose to not let it stop me from living my life, today and yesterday I was dealing with alot of pain, but my niece is up and needed new shoes, a new pillow and of course how can I forget how badly she needed a new Hannah Montana CD LOL, so I ended up running to Wal Mart to get her what she needed and wanted, she gets an allowance every month from me, and my room looks like a preteens dream come true , three Hannah Montana blankets on her bed, and a Hillary Duff blanket LOL, she is a good kid though and a great helper when Auntie is not feeling good, she helps to the best of her ability.

I know people who seem to let the slightest thing get them down, but I try to tell them the attitude and a faith truly does help you through the roughest times.  I find myself strongest when I am on my knees.

My friend Janet Eckles has dealt with her own pain her blindness, and most painfully I am sure the loss of her youngest son in 2002. 

I have a friend with Spina Biffida another one with a neuromuscular disorder like mine and a couple with different forms of Cancer, but the ones that react best to whatever they are going through are the ones with a postive outlook in life.

If we wait for our hands to stop shaking, we will never open the door.” Naomi Newman

The words in Isaiah 40 give me comfort in my times of trouble:

1 Comfort, comfort my people, 
       says your God.

 2 Speak tenderly to Jerusalem, 
       and proclaim to her 
       that her hard service has been completed, 
       that her sin has been paid for, 
       that she has received from the LORD’s hand 
       double for all her sins.

 3 A voice of one calling: 
       “In the desert prepare 
       the way for the LORD [a] ; 
       make straight in the wilderness 
       a highway for our God. [b]

 4 Every valley shall be raised up, 
       every mountain and hill made low; 
       the rough ground shall become level, 
       the rugged places a plain.

 5 And the glory of the LORD will be revealed, 
       and all mankind together will see it. 
       For the mouth of the LORD has spoken.”

 6 A voice says, “Cry out.” 
       And I said, “What shall I cry?” 
       “All men are like grass, 
       and all their glory is like the flowers of the field.

 7 The grass withers and the flowers fall, 
       because the breath of the LORD blows on them. 
       Surely the people are grass.

 8 The grass withers and the flowers fall, 
       but the word of our God stands forever.”

 9 You who bring good tidings to Zion, 
       go up on a high mountain. 
       You who bring good tidings to Jerusalem, [c] 
       lift up your voice with a shout, 
       lift it up, do not be afraid; 
       say to the towns of Judah, 
       “Here is your God!”

 10 See, the Sovereign LORD comes with power, 
       and his arm rules for him. 
       See, his reward is with him, 
       and his recompense accompanies him.

 11 He tends his flock like a shepherd: 
       He gathers the lambs in his arms 
       and carries them close to his heart; 
       he gently leads those that have young.

 12 Who has measured the waters in the hollow of his hand, 
       or with the breadth of his hand marked off the heavens? 
       Who has held the dust of the earth in a basket, 
       or weighed the mountains on the scales 
       and the hills in a balance?

 13 Who has understood the mind [d] of the LORD, 
       or instructed him as his counselor?

 14 Whom did the LORD consult to enlighten him, 
       and who taught him the right way? 
       Who was it that taught him knowledge 
       or showed him the path of understanding?

 15 Surely the nations are like a drop in a bucket; 
       they are regarded as dust on the scales; 
       he weighs the islands as though they were fine dust.

 16 Lebanon is not sufficient for altar fires, 
       nor its animals enough for burnt offerings.

 17 Before him all the nations are as nothing; 
       they are regarded by him as worthless 
       and less than nothing.

 18 To whom, then, will you compare God? 
       What image will you compare him to?

 19 As for an idol, a craftsman casts it, 
       and a goldsmith overlays it with gold 
       and fashions silver chains for it.

 20 A man too poor to present such an offering 
       selects wood that will not rot. 
       He looks for a skilled craftsman 
       to set up an idol that will not topple.

 21 Do you not know? 
       Have you not heard? 
       Has it not been told you from the beginning? 
       Have you not understood since the earth was founded?

 22 He sits enthroned above the circle of the earth, 
       and its people are like grasshoppers. 
       He stretches out the heavens like a canopy, 
       and spreads them out like a tent to live in.

 23 He brings princes to naught 
       and reduces the rulers of this world to nothing.

 24 No sooner are they planted, 
       no sooner are they sown, 
       no sooner do they take root in the ground, 
       than he blows on them and they wither, 
       and a whirlwind sweeps them away like chaff.

 25 “To whom will you compare me? 
       Or who is my equal?” says the Holy One.

 26 Lift your eyes and look to the heavens: 
       Who created all these? 
       He who brings out the starry host one by one, 
       and calls them each by name. 
       Because of his great power and mighty strength, 
       not one of them is missing.

 27 Why do you say, O Jacob, 
       and complain, O Israel, 
       “My way is hidden from the LORD; 
       my cause is disregarded by my God”?

 28 Do you not know? 
       Have you not heard? 
       The LORD is the everlasting God, 
       the Creator of the ends of the earth. 
       He will not grow tired or weary, 
       and his understanding no one can fathom.

 29 He gives strength to the weary 
       and increases the power of the weak.

 30 Even youths grow tired and weary, 
       and young men stumble and fall;

 31 but those who hope in the LORD 
       will renew their strength. 
       They will soar on wings like eagles; 
       they will run and not grow weary, 
       they will walk and not be faint.

Copyright Michelle R Kidwell




Leave a Reply

Fill in your details below or click an icon to log in: Logo

You are commenting using your account. Log Out /  Change )

Google+ photo

You are commenting using your Google+ account. Log Out /  Change )

Twitter picture

You are commenting using your Twitter account. Log Out /  Change )

Facebook photo

You are commenting using your Facebook account. Log Out /  Change )


Connecting to %s